here is a question for you all....do we vote for someone who might heal the wound at home...or vote for someone who i am told the world wants as our president...i am not making this up....so many of the people who come and stay at the hostel i work at say if i am voting to vote for obama .....why even care what someone who does not live here thinks...what do they know about our america....yet they have the benefit of being outside the bubble....do we please the rest of the world or do we like always shut the rest of them out so we can make up our own damn minds.....

who would you vote for if you could vote for the next american president?

i give you my vote fore i am child of the world.....so if enough of you side with one name then you will have one voice in me..

i am dreaming of a world well known ....a world where no one marries....there are life partners....but the right of the child is to the mother....though she does not choose the father....that is up to the state....breeding  is state  right.... everyone who wants children must follow this rule.....why make such a world...cos eye am disturbed and long to hear stories of two couples each with  the others child....and they are rivals...yet obey the rules of their social order.....

of course in this world as well..... there are the lucky few...who's luck was greater fore they love the one they are paired with....and have what we would know as a normal life cycle

yes if you know of what world i am talking about....then name it......fore it is a place we have all heard of.....it might not be real in the sense of having a body....but its body lives in our minds for we have all heard its name......up up and away

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i am very disappointed with something yet in the end i saw it coming....ah the folly of a fool is to hope yet so in lies a glory of a man who wanders searching from one spider's tale to another wolf's song.....

if you know me and you like what i do...then what i post next is worth waiting for.....thought when i will post it is another story....till then

much love and care to you all

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another pebble from my stone mouth is chipped off yet rather then worry about the state of my health in the now......i smile thinking of the joy in being healed back home.....just 6 more months of adult me before the true me is around those who matter most

i feel a fool yet this is nothing new to me....the world is filled with fools....no matter how sure they tell themselves and others.... there is always a piece of pure doubt.....fear the size of a spec is still large enough to halt the marching of armies....so it takes a fool in the end to get anything done....fore nothing is done if nothing is started....

i have been looking at that number all day...wondering if i should call it...not cos there is some  deep emotional feeling or anything...just wondering if i should ask if you want a job....there is an opening at my place but the work is well i don't know hard and easy at the same time....i also don't want to share our history with other people so...it makes it all the harder to well work with you.....being very selfish right now...i want to help you....yet i don't to change my comfort level at work.... as you can tell i still talk to much...lol

do every drug i thought was too hard core before(heroin isn't addictive cos it sucks....it feels great but it sucks what it does to you but at the terminal point  what it does to me doesn't matter anymore then it feeling good)....also see a few mountains and caves

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I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE MYSELF OPEN

it just happens
to move is to ripple
to ripple is to open
and so eye was trapped
the moment pupils gathered
to focus light as it passes through

what more can eye do but extend my reach

i sense the air is moved yet i wonder when will i be moved again....sensing motion is not the same as motion.....

who the hell in Malaysia is looking me up every hour ?

i mean every hour there is two footprints from malaysai

thats easy going to central park and just watching all the street proformers....walking around the park...spending as much or as little as i want.....as most of all the beauty in the park is free

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