'in the hour of sleep i am whole... when awake there are just too many faces... to many lines....too many characters.... i have always known my weakness... or rather what would burn away my body..... it is being around people.... the more people i am around for long periods of time i  burn more energy.....soon i will have no spare energy to burn and my body will fail me....but that is the fate of all men of my line....none of us have strong bodies... just either strong wills or great dreams"