in this time in my life having no one around is a blessing....yet it does kill the desire to speak....even to type.....as most of my energy lately has been placed in perfecting my kata.....for the past 8 years i have been 200-240lbs 100-120kg.....now i am 180lbs this did not happen in 8 years but in two months.....bob asked me to give him the bob he will need....since he will rule for the next 10 years......as eye have ruled for the past 9.5 years....i have 6 months left to give him what he has asked for.....the problem is i never planned to lose 40lbs in 2 months....i went from 220 to 180 in two months.....and if your wondering how one can do this...live 27 hour days...awake for 22 a sleep 5 ....and always keep moving one if not all part of your body......but most of all do not lift weights....i do not mean not to lift anything....just don't life anything you don't have to....i am happy and i am 180lbs cos i haveb't been under 200lbs since i was in 7th grade.....but i worry i have lost more then i should have at this speed.....my last bmi said my body fat% was 37%.......now it says 23.2%....so it is not like i haven't lost what i wanted but i worry if my heart has lost mass...since it is very hard to regain mass there

reasons why i am a funny guy....or why people tell me i should do comedy....its cos i don't believe in god the way anyone else does....as most of the greats don't believe in god at all if not waving it off as something left for fools....as eye am close but not like them.....i believe in a god....in many gods really....just the way they all form together in my mind is like one seeing an unchallenged view of the night sky....

here is something for everyone to mull over

 

if one is 80% of the day a great person to be around...that 20% still make you an 100% asshole

how can i say this and be so sure....cos take it in this form and say i am wrong...if i gave you 80% of a glass full of ice cold beer....and then added 20% of pee....is it still a drink or has it become trash?

™Deyja of the omens™
©K.R.N©

I don't get it

why oh why do people think they get to stop

we are always evolving day by day

we catch it in children

what makes us think just cos

the crown of our heads stopped reaching

for the glory of the heavens above

that we should follow suit

with the jewels within

if you are still doing the same act to make up for your inabilities in ones 40's like

one did when they where in their 20's then they have missed the point of growth

the wings feathers of grassy blades

fingers dancing marching keys ivory notes

seasons playing spiraling leaves of tea

time space shyt stars supernovas

there is nothing at all of mi

merely the imperfection

of three points before

the babble of .1415926535

eye am running out of strokes

as the fools within lays wounded

bleed from his leaps of faith

as the aeros of rose thorns

are the touch below

the bridge

of my neck

 

™Deyja of the omens™
©K.R.N©

they want a piece of me

when all I want is peace of mind

tearing at my limbs they reap

till eye am sore......

blessed is my frame

it feels no point

of pain

less

it is stabbed by

emotions

they have words

they wish me to say

since they fear

even the echo

of their voices

afraid to do

what is right

they long for me

to shoulder

their dreams

smiling as they do

never noticing

eye am dying

bleeding

from

a wound

called revelation