March 23, 2009
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wayward sun drifting to be eaten by a joyless night clouded in bright darkness the sigh of the universe is all that is heard as the lorn of moon is hinged upon the frame of dreams so it is shown the Oh&Ah the spark of infinite death which leads to decay which leads to the spring of tiny life......
yet there is nothing small about life as there is nothing simple about death.....eye am stuck always to point to others the view of those they dislike at the moment....like the guy who works at the 7eleven won't give up a free cup.....even if there is nothing in the cup......why we have to think about what we say.....it is praised too often people who say what ever is on their mind....but the draw back is that those around them most often are wounded without help....if you wound and helped heal then well those are some real good intentions.....if you wound just cos its on your mind with out at least the forethought of a future need to aid them..... well then your just a asshole.....
i always appear like as asshole to people....cos i say what eye have told myself needs to be said......sure i ramble to myself...but i have if you will allow the idea......trained myself to have more then one voice when ever eye am placed in a pinch....each casting a vote for different motions.......it makes me appear slow for a moment as if i heard nothing of what was asked or done before my person....
yet in my mind there is a congress of beings debating the motions the body will take as it is the only cord to this existence....believe it or not the more impending the matter the faster we reach our point.....fore what sets me apart from others eye have met is this.....eye have an honor code......one which that congress must up hold first and foremost....
Comments (4)
This essay follows a good stream of consciousness. The final paragraph is brilliant in its' conclusion.
My mind is always chattering. But lately, I have been attempting to empty the thoughts and then I feel more clear to hear what is really being noted between mind and spirit, as it were.
I have over a hundred footprints from some RSS feed and I have the RSS feed turned off on my editor. So, my mind chatters about that. I mean, if the RSS feed is turned off, one would assume the RSS aggregater would stop trying to feed. I've been getting so many weird footprints for about two weeks, so I took everything down.
Blessings~
@Bijouli - i had that happen to me last year kept having rss feeds from Malaysia ....but it seems to have stopped i didn't do anything different or ask xanga for help....i just made a post bitching about it and a week later they stopped happening....
@storygrave - They seem to have stopped, hopefully because a page comes up that says the site has disabled RSS feeds and they then gave up. How did you know your RSS incident originated from Malaysia? I couldn't tell where the ones on my site were coming from. It felt creepy.
@Bijouli - i was getting like 100 footprints a day...which was my first warning sign....i looked at each footprint and they all had referred by a search engine from malaysai...the creepy thing for me was i am from malaysai and no one i know of back home knows about my xanga so it was very odd indeed last year when it happened
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